I have a psych test on Monday and I still can’t shake the idea I need to somehow prepare myself for it. Unfortunately, besides the snacks they asked me to bring, there isn’t anything I can really study or reference before the big day. Which is annoying.

The last time I had a psych test I was being tested for ADHD. It was a 3-hour test that included a math section. Frankly, the fact I was able to pay attention through the entire thing was something I considered a victory. Especially when they read math problems to me and I process way better through reading, so I just couldn’t follow some of the more complex questions.

As much as I would love to stress about this, I find myself strangely calm. Mainly because I feel like I don’t have enough information to freak out. I’m not sure at all exactly what I’m going to be tested on or how. So if they plan on making me repeat college calculus in the 4-5 hours of testing, I am blissfully ignorant.

In a way, my life until this point has been my study for this test. This test is not of what I can cram into my brain over the weekend, but a culmination of literally everything I’ve got going on right now. All that’s really left to say…